Hi
Woke up at 04:45 nurse cam in to wake me at 6 .... Was still awake . then the Fun Bit Fleet the emima oh what a funny feeling that was tryed to hold in as long as i could i managed 9 Mins then Rush to the loo OMG then quick shower.
Put on surgical gown and sat here typing this Blog waiting for the Surgeon to visit my hand is shaking a little but im not scaired at all will see you all on the other side .
Oh yea the telly in my room doesnt work too well
Monday 12 July 2010
monday 12th july 2010
Got up today at 8 had to go to the Doctor to get some medication i left at home oh silly me
got to Brighton at about 12:30 no sooner thani got hre did i have a blood test then came lunch a plain omlet very nice too
people coming and going througout the afternoon met a lovley girl called Andi 3 rooms along the coridor had her op last thursday looking very well and so HAPPY.
had chicken mash and carortts for my last meal watched pirates of the carobean not bad huh sleep at about 11
spoke to my sisters Susan Sammi Kezz And yoyo
had 8 MSN windows open at one point wow didnt know i knem so many people ... Thanks every one for careing
tuesday to come
got to Brighton at about 12:30 no sooner thani got hre did i have a blood test then came lunch a plain omlet very nice too
people coming and going througout the afternoon met a lovley girl called Andi 3 rooms along the coridor had her op last thursday looking very well and so HAPPY.
had chicken mash and carortts for my last meal watched pirates of the carobean not bad huh sleep at about 11
spoke to my sisters Susan Sammi Kezz And yoyo
had 8 MSN windows open at one point wow didnt know i knem so many people ... Thanks every one for careing
tuesday to come
Sunday 11 July 2010
The Start of the End ! Sunday 11th July 2010
Today i Left my Home as i am for the last time (hopefully) i got up at 5 45 having gone to bed at about 3am i really can not sleep why? well i wonder today sunday i am leaving home to travel to Brighton om monday to start the rest of my life .
As a Trans woman this is going to be the most important journey of my life the one that takes me to the Hospital were i will become the person i KNOW i have been all my life.
How do i explain this to some one who isnt a Trans person ..... well i carnt i can not find words that explain to any one who has not been through this horrid type of life it really is so difficult . Just like saying good buy to may baby daughter this morning ...... we ll i say baby shes 15 but to me shes still the 4lb baby i help in my arms 15 years ago . she understands me and is a sort of soul mate (not in a bad way ) we understand each other so well . i dont need to explain to her how i feel and that makes it hard to explain to you the reader .
I am not at all nervous of the op its self but i am S***t scaired the op coul dbe cancled does that sound daft ?
You see it was cancled last December 09 when i saw a sergeon in Leicester and one on the trans path will know who i mean .......... Hmmmmm
its taken me 9 years to get here oh and a 5 hour drive from the North of thr UK . will be here for one night and then into Hospital tommorow for mid day from then on the day is a mistery to me but i will let you know what happens .. it shouldnt be as i did get a full list of thing that happen from day to day but i missed placed it so ......... it will all be a supprise
so today we left west yourkshire about 12 30 and called on my friend and partner in Rotherham stayed an hour or so and set off on the 250 mile trip to Hampshire we called in Harpenden to see another internet friend as well had a cuppa we got to hampshire after 2 quite bad car crashes on the M1 one of them we had to do over 20 miles at an average speed of 8 MPH oh boy what a mess the car was in ,,,,
so tommorow i need to call at my friends Doctor as i have forgotne my insulin stuff i took it out of my bag put it on the bed and my daughter thinking she was helping loaded my case in to the car with out my insulin and needles got enough for today but not for the 2 to 3 weeks im to be here
so that will be the start of mondays blog
As a Trans woman this is going to be the most important journey of my life the one that takes me to the Hospital were i will become the person i KNOW i have been all my life.
How do i explain this to some one who isnt a Trans person ..... well i carnt i can not find words that explain to any one who has not been through this horrid type of life it really is so difficult . Just like saying good buy to may baby daughter this morning ...... we ll i say baby shes 15 but to me shes still the 4lb baby i help in my arms 15 years ago . she understands me and is a sort of soul mate (not in a bad way ) we understand each other so well . i dont need to explain to her how i feel and that makes it hard to explain to you the reader .
I am not at all nervous of the op its self but i am S***t scaired the op coul dbe cancled does that sound daft ?
You see it was cancled last December 09 when i saw a sergeon in Leicester and one on the trans path will know who i mean .......... Hmmmmm
its taken me 9 years to get here oh and a 5 hour drive from the North of thr UK . will be here for one night and then into Hospital tommorow for mid day from then on the day is a mistery to me but i will let you know what happens .. it shouldnt be as i did get a full list of thing that happen from day to day but i missed placed it so ......... it will all be a supprise
so today we left west yourkshire about 12 30 and called on my friend and partner in Rotherham stayed an hour or so and set off on the 250 mile trip to Hampshire we called in Harpenden to see another internet friend as well had a cuppa we got to hampshire after 2 quite bad car crashes on the M1 one of them we had to do over 20 miles at an average speed of 8 MPH oh boy what a mess the car was in ,,,,
so tommorow i need to call at my friends Doctor as i have forgotne my insulin stuff i took it out of my bag put it on the bed and my daughter thinking she was helping loaded my case in to the car with out my insulin and needles got enough for today but not for the 2 to 3 weeks im to be here
so that will be the start of mondays blog
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